Good ol' Pentium 4 is back. It's good to feel the speed of the computer after such a long time. Preferably 2 days or so. Life is hard without a computer. It's like the internet has every other thing you want. All the answers are there. Your broadband crashes and 50% of your life is gone. It's like you can't type out an essay and have to dig out words from the dictionary. I mean just google.com it and 'Baboozle!' the meaning comes out.

I am pissed or shocked by how my 'skill' dropped in squash. Like I did not play it for erm...quite a large amount of days (2weeks) cause I was sick and stuff. I wanted to play. I am not a slacker. The problem is, I can't run. Like I run 2 rounds and I can feel the phlegm in my lungs creaking. In playing terms, I can't hit a stinking backhand. My hands are so weak. They feel so un-coordinated. I feel like a noob. Worst, my compeition is in March or something, and an inter-school friendly is on 3rd Feb. How wonderful. I'm going to be a laughing stalk.

It felt so awkward when I served the ball. I could not aim at all. Like if I lucky, the ball might just go to the back where it dies. If I'm not, the ball will land right infront of my opponent, thus allowing him to slam so hard, so violently, that I have to run for it. I hate the sound of me hitting the stupid squash ball. Its like 'piak...piak'. Others is 'PAR! PAR!' I could hit like the 'Others' last time. Now it's like so soft, I'm disgusted with it. I need to hold a place in my school. Well, I want to. I can't afford to be sick and unfit. I would just die out there. I would be known as a random noob.

I need to practice hitting the ball. Practice some trick shots, learn how to kill the ball, be a lil' defiant against the coach. Change my strategy. Get everything done and see what happens. Oh wheres the motivation to start. You are just sitting there. Get up boy. GET UP! Oh you noob.